You are very cranky today because of this real bad nappy rash, I tried every possible thing but its just not going away, i took you to pediatrician finally, i hope it improves by tomorrow.....You are my brave boy, I see how you wince in pain, it breaks my heart :(
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Sunday, April 27, 2014
You turned a month old yesterday and it seems as if you are with me from ages. There is nothing more valuable and fullfilling than giving birth and tending to you... however I feel that this is just the beginning of the journey of being a mother, it will take years, so many big and small decisions, judgements regarding so many things related to you, that will ultimately shape your future....
Friday, April 25, 2014
Sweet as sugar..., I got u this teddy yesterday....I read about the concept of " comforter", it can be a piece of cloth or any toy that carries your fragnance...since it carries your fragrance, it comforts your baby while in sleep...it gives a feeling that you are near....
Lets see if it works for you or not...you seem to like it though :D
I don't know how to express my feelings about this pic....this pink shirt was a gift to your dad from me years ago, while we were in college 1st year...I had been to Amritsar with my folks...we had been shopping all day long, I saw this shirt and I felt like gifting it to your dad, I knowits strange, why would I gift him something like this, I don't know what was on my mind...your granny had kept it safely and she gave it to me yesterday, I dressed u up in this, it was heartening to see you fit into it....
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Love to see growing each day....each day I get to know u better....I know what it means when you twist & turn your neck, when you close your fists...when you cry in a low squeaky tone....
I am absolutely in love with you.... :)
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Monday, April 21, 2014
You had a bad nappy rash yesterday....I could sense pain in your cry....it was painful for me to see you like that... its lot better today....
We had been to your aunt's place yesterday, they had invited us ( actually you) for lunch...as usual you were sleeping all day long....
Saturday, April 19, 2014
It was your first day out....yes we had been out to buy some of your stuff. You were asleep most of the time.....I clicked your picture on the same chair that was used years ago for your father as well....it was really exciting to make you sit on the very same chair that was used by Akash as well :)
Friday, April 18, 2014
It was a gloomy day today, we had a heavy down pour here....I couldn't take you out to click some pics in natural light....this one was clicked in our bedroom while you were sleeping...I am fed up of this winter chill now..., its end of April but still no sign of summer here..,,
You spent most of the day lying cozily in the bedroom
Thursday, April 17, 2014
After so many days, I sneaked a little time for myself, I picked up my camera and clicked few pictures....
Vihaan, (yes we have finally agreed on this name after a lot of brainstorming) was with his grandmother so I took full advantage of the opportunity....I also made sauted cabbage for dinner.., felt good and myself again after such a long time..,,,
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
I couldn't post your pic yesterday as your dad had to leave and I was bit upset and teary all day long....we went for shopping and I brought you some jablas....
You really like it when we give you a hot oil massage, you extend your legs, sit back and enjoy :)
Monday, April 14, 2014
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Friday, April 11, 2014
Pheww,.....last nite you were awake from 2-6 in the morning..,,all you needed was milk....I was dead tired and literally asking you to go to sleep....it was a hectic nite,,, folks around tell me to not let you sleep after 6 in the evening, that ways you ll sleep through the nite, lets see if this works tonite :)
Thursday, April 10, 2014
I gave you a sponge bath today and you seemed to enjoy the feel of water against your bare skin...I clicked your picture and sent it to your dad, he said you look like an elf in this pic :D....which you actually do..... :P
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Soaking the sun :)
After so many days finally the rain stopped, we happened to see the brightly shining sun....I took you out in the sunshine....& you seemed to enjoy the warmth as you closed your eyes and dozed off again
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
My sleepy head :)
Last night you woke up at 2 Am & you kept me awake till 6 in the morning...you were in a mood of playing and I was feeling sleepy, with half open eyes I gave you company till you were asleep again....
Monday, April 7, 2014
Getting inspired by the blog "Lamb loves fox" , I am also starting "A picture a day project", lets hope I keep up with same enthusiasm & I find time t o post a pic daily admist this busy life....
You are 13 days old now......This picture was clicked when you were fast asleep and I was trying very hard to wake you up so that I could see your eyes to rule out neonate jaundice....I tried so hard but you were not ready so I had to give up....
Saturday, April 5, 2014
Finally my baby boy is here in my arms, all snuggled up as if still in the womb..,, born on 26th March....I am writing this post with moist eyes....suddenly I feel as a well of emotions is overflowing from my heart....my heart is filled with joy
I can't believe that I am a mother now,..I look at you while you are sleeping (which you do most of the time) & I wet my eyes..,, this feeling can't be put into words....thank you lord!! It has been 11 days now...looking at your serene face also scares me a bit....I don't know of I ll be able to take best care of you or not..., you are just so tiny that sometimes I don't really understand what to do..., you cry a lot when I change your nappy , you almost hold your breath with your uncontrollable temper, I feel like crying too.... you sleep for most of the time and I keep checking every now & then if you are okay or not....I am too anxious....its that you are too precious that I don't want anything bad to happen to you...you don't sleep peaceful at night and you wake up every once in a while and I lull you back to sleep, sometimes I feel as if you just need my warmth to feel secure, because when I hold you , you fall back asleep.....
I just pray to god that he guides me through this motherhood journey so that I take best possible care of you and I give you all the love and right set of values so that you grow up to be a great compassionate human being..
With love your mother!!